Ugh

Warning to my readers: I am feeling a multitude of emotions so far this week and none of them are very good. 

My job is a complete and utter mess. We are bombarded with reports and travel over the next few weeks, all while I'm expected to sell stuff. I struggle with being grateful to have a job and pissed that my company gives us unattainable goals and rushed deadlines almost expecting you to fail. I have reached out for help countless times to my idiot boss and the most I've gotten in response is "well, this isn't a 40-hour a week job." My heart beats so fast over the stress that I may need to be medicated.

Not to mention the fact that my husband is away for work this week and I miss him tons. As I look ahead at the next month I see activity after activity for others, leaving little if no time for us.

I'm lacking the enthusiasm to even walk poor Duke. 

I'm not sure it's in good taste to complain on your blog when everyone is going through rough times, but I am hoping we can relate a little on some level so that I see a tiny glimmer of sparkle amidst this mound of crap.